Restarting my life

On the 150th day, I have decided to _ _ _ _
So I dropped a _ _ to cut it off
And the bracelet is a milestone of the new life

Next step: tidy up my room (including cleaning, filing, organizing, and renovating)
Next next step: enjoy contemporary dance~ (so excited, starting classes at the end of July)
Next next next step: build a new network and restore a new life balance
Next next next next step: God will let me know step by step

I admit
I care therefore I escape
I escape so that I can forget

One day when I no longer remember the words in those blanks
It will be the day I can really forget