Got hired, but.....

I got hired by 英國保盛保險 as a management trainee.
But....
I would rather wait for the design position in a toy company, at where I really wanna work
I would rather work for less money as well as over time.....
than not getting paid because of unreached quota
I really wish the toy company will hire me ........

Interior Design

I suddenly have a craving for applying the interior design diploma held by Unisoft. It's a night class, lasts 5 months and it's only HK$25oo after the government subsidise 80% of the course fee. Hey people, what do you think????

Job Seeking

It's been job seeking time for two weeks. Those I sent out by letters have no reply at all. And those I sent out by emails have instant replies and that I already got a few interviews these two days. However, I am actually not quite interested in doing those kinds of jobs. They are like financial consultant, sales and marketing, and insurance..... stuff like that..... Sounds not bad (or bad.. I don't know) ... but I really don't wanna stay too long in these areas. I would rather take on the customer service post at the environmental department of the government for which I have applied depsite its low pay. I hope (or dream) that my job will not only support my living, but also play an important role in developing my life goal and fulfilling my passion.
It is hard to find a job because of the mutual interest nature: I like "him"& "he" likes me at the same time. But miracle has happened once on Ivan and me, and therefore I believe this is possible in some ways. I know God holds my future, and I believe that "without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him." [Hebrews 11: 6] (thank you Steven! ^^)

風扇

我家客廳中央置有一張圓凳，其上擺放一葉風扇，電線把客廳的必經之路一分為二，以作吹拂電腦散熱之用。自我搬入以後，偶有絆倒已是平常事。今回，被阿媽鬧完唔好熄廁所燈，加上本來已經心情不佳，打算入房喝水"降溫"，一如以往，「呯」的一聲風扇又給絆倒在地上，只是今回我沒有立即把它放回原處，繼續神情仿佛的飲水之旅。阿媽隨即大罵，我入了房，飲水哭了，已經是廿四小時內第五次在不同場合不同的體會和感動而哭(成功地無人知…hehe) ，所以不是新奇的事了。
回顧我回家的目的，是要作神的見證人，並修補破裂的關係，可是，我感到這條傳福音的路只有我一人獨自在走，沒有任何支援 (除了神)，很孤單，有點無力再走下去之感，甚至想搬出來自己住，懷疑自己為什麼一鼓作氣的回來。就像耶穌客西馬利園的禱告，既知道父的旨意、卻意願可以拿走這苦杯；又像保羅所說的：心靈願意，肉體卻軟弱。
價值觀的不同使我成為家中的異族，他們關心的是股票賺得多少，讀多少的書，常語帶相關的說我查經唱詩是浪費時間毫無意義；我關心的是他們的生命，會落入永生還是永死：人若賺得了世界，卻是賠上了性命，又有甚麼益處呢？；坦白說，找到怎樣的工作根本不重要，重要的是能否在其中榮耀神。也許他們都沒變，變的只有我。
換了是Aunty Helen, 她一定會首要關心究竟我有否受傷，不是我有否把風扇放回原位。這就是關心生命與否的分別了。生命 last till 永恆，事物終會過去。你要選擇怎麼樣的生命呢？

Hong Kong

Finally arrived Hong Kong..... after 1 year of awaiting.
I was about to write alot. But all of a sudden I became wordless.
May God's grace be with me.